Thursday, August 2, 2012

Me in My Wonderland

Do not let one occasion judge a person.

A bad attitude is like a flat tyre, you ain't going anywhere till you change it.

The reality is cruel, I knew it since... I have no idea when.
How cruel can things be? Have I been lucky all these while or I was in dreamland?
I thought I knew many, (definitely not all!) but turned out that 'many' was just what, like 0.0001% of the world? Okay, maybe lesser than that. This is really cruel!

I really didn't know "Persona" sort of things until my final year in uni.
How pathetic have I been for goodness sake!
It's so complicated, like rocket science. I've only mastered a tiny bit of it till now.

I met a girl on work, who looks capable and sweet lately.
We had a somewhat good conversation on our first meeting together.
The second time, she impressed me when she spoke on the formal occasion.
I'd really like her.
I wrote her a thank you note on behalf of my company but no words came back.
Due to work, I wrote her a mail, but no words back too.
I didn't approach her for fun. Even though she is no longer in charge,shouldn't she acknowledge?

I don't want to comment, but it kept me wondering what's in her mind.
FYI, she is a marketing student. Did text book not teach her the importance of networking?
Or did she just looked down on my company because it is not a multi-million business?
Is she in the group who looked down Mr. Gates when he introduced Microsoft?

I am having a comfortable work since graduated.
I have not meet with "big-wind-big-wave" (failure) in yet.
Would it be a good idea to walk into to the cruel and mean corporate world to gain some life experience?
It doesn't sounds like any good idea, but it may be a good way for me to grow up and learn about life.
This is a part where I am struggling.
I wish there is someone that can really be trusted who could enlighten me.

With my little cousin~

~Best friends~

Smile~

I really miss you baby.


Till then.

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