Sunday, February 27, 2011

Suddenly

Out of all sudden, I received a text like that. I don't like it. I hate people to force me this way. I don't mind others making decision for  me, but not this way. I have already said not now, give me some time. I dunno what I can do anymore.

I can just say LEAVE ME ALONE.

Sunday, February 20, 2011

Blogging

Every time I wanted to blog, I end up saving the post as draft. Since my last posted blog post, I now have 5 drafts. I wanted to write, but somehow for some reasons, the words couldn't come out. This time I decided to just throw anything I have in mind without any concerns. But am I allowed to do so?

Whatever.

In short, 很烦。

So many thing needed to be taken into consideration. But just one that appears to be very important to me. I can't stop thinking about it. It's bugging me because it's important to me. There are times I wanted to give up, but I told myself that I cannot give at this point. After so much of hard work and time spent in it, I'll regret if I walk away. But is walking away this game the best solution? I am still struggling.

Work. I am quite happy with my work in spite of the little conflict on the sensitive topic. I'll get used to it in no time(I believe that!), the rest so far so good. Colleagues are friendly as far as I am concerned. Students are no doubt hard to handle, classes from A all the way to L. They are just headaches. But they also have their cute and nice sides, just need more patience! I can do it!

Ohh! There is one HUGE matter that I am caught in. Big TROUBLE I am in. I just dunno how to settle it. But I'll try my best to not fall apart regardless how helpless I feel! POSITIVE ENERGY! Haik Haik!! =)

Just hope things will get better and everyone stays healthy and happy! =)))

Till then,
Auf Wiedersehen