Convo

Attended the first convo ever, which will be the last one I'll be going without taking mine own's into account. It was very tiring. Waited for so long. The weather was very bad, but luckily there was no hot sun.

Felt so much in attending it, although it was only the after-ceremony. Seeing many of them being proud to graduate is something that excites me. I hope mine will be like that.

Met with a few Kampar friends, treated them lunch, which was great. The first time I felt so great paying the bill. HaHa. After lunch, went to the ceremony venue. Saw so many parents with flowers and soft toys in hand. Found my graduated friends, took pictures. Glad and happy for them.

Saw sis there. Said hi and congratz to her. She said congratz back to me. I laughed. She is witty. I knew what she was thinking. She knew what to do. Saw you too. I was afraid to walk up and say hi. So I did nothing. Pain grew. I was wondering if you'd saw me, what will you do?

Looking forward to my own graduation, at the same time hoping not to graduate so fast. Studying is better than anything.

So sleepy, good night.

SICK

OMG!
Tmr will be the day to CH but I am not feeling well!
I don't want!
Need to recover ASAP!
Please!

I will be fine! I will be fine! I will be fine*fingers crossed*

School Holiday!!!

Not my sem break, but school holiday!!
It felt like going back to the school life.
It's true that I am in school life.
Just one difference.
I am a teacher rather than student!
It's felt so great.

Going to Cameron Highland on Tuesday.
Not really my best destination to travel.
Unfinished business.
But, it's a free trip.
HAHAHA.
I'll enjoy it!!
And get souvenirs!

Cheers~!

Happy Ending?

I didn't see that coming so soon. It was way sooner than I thought.

It's a fact that I've been running away from it for so long. 

How I wish I have not came for this trip.

 Maybe it wont happened. 

But is it really true? 

My mind at this point is empty.

 I couldn't think of anything.

 It's so messy, it's so blank.

 I can't feel anything. 

I am so blurred.

I beg for forgiveness and just hope things weren't the same. 

When I saw that message, my heart sour badly. 

I really didn't see that coming. 

Because of what you have told me at the beginning, I never expect you will have such decision.

 I cried. 

The feeling of pain grew.

When you hinted me about it, I think it was the best thing I've ever done.

 I held my emotions and held my tears. 

I didn't ruin the dinner, which is opposite to how I usually would react. 

With only one hope, hoping that you would take it back.

Hoping that you had never say it.

But will you?