冲上云霄 || (part1)

听着Captain Cool 唱的这版本感觉很特别，可能因为看了他演那故事所以从他歌声里感受到一种浪漫的气息，很爱，特爱，非常爱。加上他太帅了啦！
陈奕迅的版本固然好听，但相比之下或许少了些什么的。
心理作用吧，张智霖唱的这版本有让我有butterfly in stomach 的浪漫感觉。

:)

Standing there too long

It's September now. Lets pollute the eyes with some no filter pics first.

#nofilter #yoga-slide #syoksendirihashtagxdxd

Sometimes we get so upset upon what has hit on us and tend to rant it out to release the anger, frustration or maybe gaining some attentions and sympathy. In psychology, this is probably an aggressive act whereby we need to rage the feelings out ( I wish I've remembered correctly... :目  Wait, was that the on-stage or attention-seeking tendency? Damn! Where is my textbook again?).
Once calmed down, rational kicked in and realized how stupid we've reacted, we'll try to reverse the action, probably by hiding the act, if possible. Of course there will be times where we don't mind how we've acted, probably proud of it. Me myself, have always been the former one, each and every time regretting how I've reacted.

Nowadays, when social media is at such convenience, people tend to "share" all kinds of stuff around. Scrolling down FB, we sometimes will see all these 'resentments' around, and many times people who have good social network relations will then gain many attentions from their friends by liking the post or commenting (discussing?) the issue, in this case(FB) people rage it out verbally. I used to do that too, and then I realized that it isn't a good idea at all.

#yousawitright #bananananana #REGRET #syoksendirihashtagxdxd

First, I have not a good social relation, I live in my own world. So, no one will give a damn with how I feel or what I say. Well, fair enough because I probably don't give a damn with them too. I just felt it's not my business to step in. Second, no one likes to share bitterness as compared to happiness. And wanting people to shoulder my awefullness is a selfish act. SO I've learned to share joyful stuff rather than shitty things. P.O.S.I.T.I..V.E! Okay, I know sometimes I still post emo stuffs, but I just need to rage it out, LOUDLY. Third, steady-cool-calm. Just need to train myself to be more low profile.

feel like cutting my hair, but afraid i'll regret :(

Why am I writing all these nonsense today? I saw a friend who recently broke up with his girlfriend, posting many updates on FB, and then deleted some of those posts. Another friend posted things about how bad has his girlfriend has been treating him, cheating on him and stuff. It reminded me of myself and all these tendencies and acts. I feel silly to have acted that way in the past. Now, I don't react right away. Whatever it is, I'll just let myself calm down before talking, and then made myself not to regret it (well except for driving, I swear like mad. XD).

Someone, a friend, not too close but close enough, has told me not to stand at the origin for too long. I have to take on the first step to make dreams happened. If I have no faith in myself, it's ok, because he/she has faith in me, he/she believes I am capable. Really appreciate those words, very encouraging and heart warming. It's been awhile since anyone said that to me.

It's really time to move. See you in October. I have plans now. :)

Lets have some eye candy now. :D

     

 

two little silly pies, i want to hug them so so so so so muchhhhie!!!

 
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