Reflecting.

I don't think I am a very kind nor positive person.
Sometime, or maybe all the times, I am somewhat self-centered.
I am definitely not a very low profile person.
And my very low EQ is not doing me any good.
I strongly believe that my childhood shaped what I am today.
(am I blaming my parents indirectly?)
Despite of the past, what is best to do now is learn to be a BetterMan and Love Life.

Short messages :

0.5. I think I fell into your trap. Will you guide me through it?

Hi-Bye Friend? Just a few words for you, things don't just happened like that. Do some reflective thinking on your own behaviors and do use a bit of your brain. Not trying to be sarcastic or harsh, but you really do need it. You are a decent girl, but your -ve overtaken the +ve.

People. Do enlighten me if I have irrationals. It may take some time for me to adapt and change, however I really would appreciate it. If you feel awkward telling me in face, do drop me a sms. Thank you and cheers.


Feel My Heartbeat
Aal Izz Well.

Mid-Autumn Festival

今天是农历中秋节，愿大家中秋节快乐，人月两团圆！


这三年来，几乎每逢佳节，我人都在外地。
偶尔还真的想念在家里过节的日子。

虽然如此，我和屋友们还是有庆祝一番。
三更半夜去打包了一大堆下酒菜，喝酒庆祝。
至于月饼呢，我们下午就吃了。 哈哈！
所以，陪酒的月饼是从怡保运来的"omochi"。
(谢谢peh ling!)
Smurfed the day!

use of alcohol! 

and "other drugs"!

see the green and purple 'omochi'? that's our "mooncake"!

出色废人五人组！

playing "truth or dare"!

*shall never play this game anymore!

candles and beers.

There goes our lantern/ mid-autumn/ mooncake fest!

It was smurfingly fun and smurfingly horrible!

Hahaha! 

Thank you to the Crazy-5 for giving me such memorable and crazy memory!

Love you guys loads. F4 + BFF!

Feel My HeartBeat.

Aal Izz Well.

Exam Exam Exam

After 8months away from exam, we are finally sitting in the exam hall AGAIN.

This is the first time ever I felt the stress so so so much.
Worse than the previous time.
So much that I became nervous and unable to stay rational.
I got mad with my "0.5" and my sis.
Sorry, ngo ngm hei tuck dang ga.

I didn't do well in my Social Psy.
Lack of time to answer and have not studied enough.
Must do better in the coming papers!!
*Fighting!
Awaiting for tomorrow~~

Short Messages:

J, Please stop. It's not going to work. Enough is enough. Don't push me, I am not ready. Not your problem, but mine. Sorry.

Black Salad, Thank you for being all ears for me throughout the week. Really appreciate. Thanks. Love you. =)

Egg, I am really really happy for you. Love. =)

"0.5", Hope things will get better with You. I really see you trying. Thank you. Heartsss.


Feel My HeartBeat.
Aal Izz Well.

Irrational

*do ignore my grammatical error*

#During the night.

Feeling better after study group.

Had some laugh over there.

People,

I am not angry, really.

Many unexpected came up.

All at the same time.

I couldn't digest it yet.

Sorry if I've upset anyone.

I didn't mean it.

Really Sorry Sorry.

I'll bounce back soon.

Feel my HeartBeat

Aal Izz Well.

Disappointment

Feeling so disappointed with myself.
Really cannot stand anymore.

Why I am always so SoZai to believe in people around me so easily?
Why weren't I learn to be more smart?
Why did I allowed myself to be fooled?
Why Why Why?

It's not the first time to be in these kinda situations.
I really don't like it.
I hate it.
My furious is not aggressive.
I just want to cry to release my furious.

How to become Smarter?
How to Trust the Right person?
I feel useless.
I don't want to become SoZai anymore.

I really want to cry.
I really need to cry.
I just want to cry out loudly.
Can I cry?
How to Cry?

Today I don't feel well.
My heart is not well.

Runaway

A runaway to the unfamiliar.
It was totally great.
I enjoyed.
Thank you for bringing me there.

It was an amazing experience.
To get in touch with the big family.
To step into a warm, fun and nice environment.
Although it wasn't all favorable scene.
But they were all very down to earth experiences.
I'd really enjoyed it. =))
(Yes, including the left alone part.)

The main reason joining the family occasion was mainly to see the full-month baby girl. =)
Her name is Kiddie.
She is a very active and notty little baby.
She is really very cute, she cries when she bath and stop right after finish bathing. =D
Kiddie is the first 3rd generation of the family.
Which means she is currently the "pearl in the palm" (掌上明珠）.

Day 1 - Stepping into the house~

(Isn't she just adorableeeeeeee~)

Day 4 - The Big Family Dinner.

Pieces of the Dinner~

(Trying to fit as much as possible into one piece =P)

Lovely trip.

Hoping for the next one.

Feel My HeartBeat.

Aal Izz Well.