I’ve been reading many people’s blog lately. There are some posts that I like it a lot. I really admire some bloggers as they are so brave to express their feelings and the way they expressed. I wanted to do so too, but due to some technical barriers and my own stubbornness and stupidity, I’ve ‘prevented’ myself from blogging. However, due to some recent happenings, I’ve decided to start my new blog site.
I now not only view blogging as a way to express my feelings and sharing but also to grow up and become more matured. I want to be independent and enjoy my life to the fullest. I want to have what everyone has and also what they don’t have. I am not trying to be greedy here, but aiming high!
2. It’s been three whole months since I’ve stepped into my university life. I really enjoyed the freedom that I have, being as an individual. What I am trying to say here is, I’ve been living under my parents’ protection for so long and having to live alone in Kampar is a life transition for me. I’ve always admire those who can leave home for their study or work. Having the all-full-100% freedom is something I don’t have since birth, in addition that I stayed in KL (due to low & insecure security level) with my very strict parents. But I understand that all they did are for my own good, so I am not a rebellious child,*proud*.
Ok, back to my point. Living alone in Kampar is really an experience that I will treasure. It’s totally different with college life. I realized that I’ve used a different strategy to live and interact with people. I was once a girl who is very extreme, I either get very pissed or I remained silence. I am trying my best to be different from who I was. I am saying this out loud because I don’t like the old me and I am in the changing process. I want to be a positive and “people-see-people-like” person. Having all those negative energy in me is making me no good.
3. Since I moved to Kampar, there were some positive changes in my body. I was maintaining quite well too. But due to the recent unstable emotional changes leading to my imbalance diet, my body is obviously not functioning as usual. I’m not sure whether I need to see a doctor.
This reminds me of a friend, a guy, whom surprised me when we talked over the phone once. I have no idea how did we linked to this topic.
“your period is on time or not?”
“don’t know le, I forgotten the dates already.”
“you want me to bring you to a gynae or not?”
This is the first time I’ve heard a GUY saying this topic in a serious manner (I’m pretty sure about it from his tone). I have never heard guys saying this to female friends. The most I’ve heard are guys making fun of girls on this topic. Plus, he is that cool-macho type. Thumbs up for this gentleman. It’s not easy for guys to seriously talk about things like that.
Well, I would say this is due to our culture. For me, I am able to accept conversation like this, feeling a very tiny little bit of awkward though. Still, I think it’s acceptable. But somehow for the society, it’s not easy to talk over stuff like that. We should actually change this kind of thinking and perceptions to a more open-minded society. Define open-minded.
sorry to start with such long post. hope you'd enjoyed it.
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