Wedding Dinner

Friendships come and go in the life. 

It's ALWAYS easy to have friends, but a friendship is never easy to built.
I am contended with what I was given and earned.

At this age, I am surprised that I can still make friends in such unique way.

We met in a job interview, spent a few hours together there.

That was when the seeds were planted.

We do not talk very frequent

We do not gather very frequent

But we know we are connecting friends

Good ones

And that's good enough.

One of us is getting married

We were all invited to the dinner to share her happiness and to gather again

We enjoyed so much.

#SYing's boy #superhandsome

国字脸三人帮！ 

Crazy photo taking tells you how much we enjoyed those moments.

All photos were not touched, expect for 3pcs. XD

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Happy Wedding to you SheeMian!

Wishing you a blessed and happy life!

We love you.

youseeanglematters! shouldn't squat!

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冲上云霄 II （part 2）

Episode 31, when captain Tong hugged back Holiday.
I had the butterfly in stomach, and tears were rolling down my chicks.
That hug, is really something.
This is always the cure to insecurity.
Safe.

Episode 35, when Sam said 'I like you'

These 3 words are magic, it is the best 'softener' on earth.

Just say the 3 words softly.

Love.

Episode 28, Jose collected the bottles Issac gave her as encouragement.

How sweet for a guy to have done this.

Girls could smile whole day by just looking at the collections.

 Romantic.

Episode 31, Holiday wants Sam to hold her.

I reckon no single girl wouldn't fall for that gaze!

Manly.

Episode 31, Roy and Heather mirroring themselves as described by each other.

Who doesn't do this?

I mean when knowing your crash likes certain personalities or characters, surely we try to fit ourselves into it, right?!

Cute.

Episode 37, Sam announced their relationship.

It's hard to play the 'underground' relationship game.

Being able to hug and kiss(not french kissing of course) in front of people just feels so right.

Happiness.

I wish I will have all these in my next relationship.

Is that too greedy?

My Life

迷失
人生走了快半辈子
像个迷途羔羊
颓废一事无成
指南针可以带路吗？

梦想
每个人都会有梦想
有的梦只能想
有的梦却能真
拳头里握的就是梦想
决定就在手里

害怕
害怕伤害
伤害别人伤害自己
以为站在原地就不会伤害
可却还是伤害了大家
如何是好呢？

依赖
每次变得懦弱
养成了依赖
不停的找
找身边的依靠
到最后却
坚强不起来了

逃避
最好的方案是什么？
一个人走一个人生活
不要背负不要牵挂
不要拖累不要爱戴
不是逃避，是离开
这可以吗？

勇气
很努力的去想要改变
但踏出第一步的勇气
那份勇气始终都拿不出来
像是一只乌龟
躲在壳里不敢出来

无解
问题出在哪里了
我问自己
为什么会这样
我答不了自己
该怎么办才好

最近实在太太太压力了！
原以为旅行回来things will be better，但是……
至少大家心情要愉快地啊……
真的，我快要疯了啦……
还哭了几天……
不想要这样子生活啦……

어떻게？
how?

Labuan Getaway

1.5 months ago, MAS was doing a promo. My sis knew dad wanted to visit his siblings, so she booked the whole family for a trip to Labuan, 4d3n. Everyone was excited by just imagining the seafood that we will be enjoying. Our family has a seafood business there by the way. #jumpingwithjoy

Did as much exercise as possible to fit all the calories and carbs that will be accomodating. XD
Tried hard to lose weight but seriously mom's cooking rocks. Sigh sigh sigh.

SO, basically the whole trip was about FOOD. We only had one meal with poultry, the rest were fish prawn squid and crabs. Can I get free supply to fish for my whole life? XD
Now let the pictures do the talking. Btw, not much pictures were taken, coz dad always discourages crazily-photo taking.

the meal was quite disappointing, except for the mars bar and spritzer

Since the whole family's travelling, we drove to KLIA and parked at its long term parking at the rate of RM44 per day @ minimum 4 days, then RM15 per subsequent day thereafter. Not a bad deal actually especially when the whole family is travelling. We drove a MPV, total travelling cost was approximately RM200.

We booked ourselve into Dorsett Labuan at a special rate because my cousin brother is a supplier to them. I've always been excited about staying into a hotel. When I was younger, I wished to blog about hotel stays and get sponsored for it. XD

half pool view reflecting the hotel lobby. # mirror effect

Fishes were unloaded (2nd pic, blue boat) right after arriving the port early in the morning. Eaters will then choose and que to pay, and that's how it is for everyday. 

this is the only food photo take in Labuan, because no one could resist waiting for another minute~

For dining, just walk down the street and look for Labuan Deep Sea Restaurant. It's my uncle's restaurant, they serve Malay cooking. Pick any fresh seafood and let them cook for you! See the prawn above? Grilled cheese tiger prawns, absolutely delicious! And the other prawn beside! And the fish! And the beef! Few more dishes were served then. Salivating~

Oh by the way, we had the best lobster salad ever. For some reason I didn't take any pic of it. Yiacks!!

Okay, lame I know. But dad has wanted to have badminton session with his brother. And uncle was kind enough to book us a court right after we landed. Headed to hotel, change and there, first activity in Labuan. I really enjoyed sweating! 

And swimming. 

My cousin sis owns a beauty house and hence while I visited her, I had a makeup crash course and facial session from her. So kind of her! She is such a caliber woman, having a great business all by her own. She is famous there for her service yo!

there she is, my pretty sis~

and my face swelling after facial

us cousins and niece&nephew

#greatfoodtoo #lookatthemessopps

mom&dad, 三伯&三伯娘

owh, mini size chivas

#souvenir for him

We didn't have much time to get those tax free chocs and alcohol. Bought them before heading dinner on our last night and was busy packing then. By the time we unpacked at home, some melted and hence we dumped everything into fridge, without pic. T___T

Since started baking, I started to consume sugar again. And result of having a chocolate loving family I started enjoying choc. So far, the only choc available locally and to my liking is Ferrero. And this Belgian choc was something me and my bro love when we were younger. Remember the seashell shape choc in box? It got banned or something years ago and so we stopped seeing each other until now. And I have to say, this is very nice! I wished I've bought more.

Well, there goes the trip to Labuan. If it wasn't for dad's siblings, non of us would have visited this place. It's faith that brings us there. Appreciate every single moment with family because they are the people who will be there unconditionally. 

Auf Wiedersehen

Ich Belle :)

冲上云霄 || (part1)

听着Captain Cool 唱的这版本感觉很特别，可能因为看了他演那故事所以从他歌声里感受到一种浪漫的气息，很爱，特爱，非常爱。加上他太帅了啦！
陈奕迅的版本固然好听，但相比之下或许少了些什么的。
心理作用吧，张智霖唱的这版本有让我有butterfly in stomach 的浪漫感觉。

:)

Standing there too long

It's September now. Lets pollute the eyes with some no filter pics first.

#nofilter #yoga-slide #syoksendirihashtagxdxd

Sometimes we get so upset upon what has hit on us and tend to rant it out to release the anger, frustration or maybe gaining some attentions and sympathy. In psychology, this is probably an aggressive act whereby we need to rage the feelings out ( I wish I've remembered correctly... :目  Wait, was that the on-stage or attention-seeking tendency? Damn! Where is my textbook again?).
Once calmed down, rational kicked in and realized how stupid we've reacted, we'll try to reverse the action, probably by hiding the act, if possible. Of course there will be times where we don't mind how we've acted, probably proud of it. Me myself, have always been the former one, each and every time regretting how I've reacted.

Nowadays, when social media is at such convenience, people tend to "share" all kinds of stuff around. Scrolling down FB, we sometimes will see all these 'resentments' around, and many times people who have good social network relations will then gain many attentions from their friends by liking the post or commenting (discussing?) the issue, in this case(FB) people rage it out verbally. I used to do that too, and then I realized that it isn't a good idea at all.

#yousawitright #bananananana #REGRET #syoksendirihashtagxdxd

First, I have not a good social relation, I live in my own world. So, no one will give a damn with how I feel or what I say. Well, fair enough because I probably don't give a damn with them too. I just felt it's not my business to step in. Second, no one likes to share bitterness as compared to happiness. And wanting people to shoulder my awefullness is a selfish act. SO I've learned to share joyful stuff rather than shitty things. P.O.S.I.T.I..V.E! Okay, I know sometimes I still post emo stuffs, but I just need to rage it out, LOUDLY. Third, steady-cool-calm. Just need to train myself to be more low profile.

feel like cutting my hair, but afraid i'll regret :(

Why am I writing all these nonsense today? I saw a friend who recently broke up with his girlfriend, posting many updates on FB, and then deleted some of those posts. Another friend posted things about how bad has his girlfriend has been treating him, cheating on him and stuff. It reminded me of myself and all these tendencies and acts. I feel silly to have acted that way in the past. Now, I don't react right away. Whatever it is, I'll just let myself calm down before talking, and then made myself not to regret it (well except for driving, I swear like mad. XD).

Someone, a friend, not too close but close enough, has told me not to stand at the origin for too long. I have to take on the first step to make dreams happened. If I have no faith in myself, it's ok, because he/she has faith in me, he/she believes I am capable. Really appreciate those words, very encouraging and heart warming. It's been awhile since anyone said that to me.

It's really time to move. See you in October. I have plans now. :)

Lets have some eye candy now. :D

     

 

two little silly pies, i want to hug them so so so so so muchhhhie!!!

 
Auf Wiedersehen
ich liebe dich