Friday, July 19, 2013

一个人生活

最近的我实在是太脆弱了
动不动就想掉眼泪
那天看韩剧哭的稀里哗啦的
还把家里的人给吓了一跳
哎,‘金甲俳谐呐’(真的不好意思)
不懂是不是因为最近吃少了的关系呢
哇咔咔×SOT了

一个人生活的日子里其实我并不习惯
或许说我从来都没有去真正体会它
从来都不会一个人吃饭旅行逛街
没有人陪情愿自己一个人呆在家里
还好现代生活已经不太需要tangible的social network
手机平板电脑笔记电脑一一把社交居家化了
不用离开家里又可以socially updated对我而言这是好事
真是秀才不出门能知天下事~
×哇哇××我很宅


我多久没拍拖逛街看戏吃饭二人世界了
每次看到街上的小情侣夫妻心里真的很羡慕
常常会回忆过去的日子
想起就发现以前的自己还真的是太天真了
说什么过去的就让它过去
但是到现在还是会内疚和伤心
有时还会想说干脆就不要感情了
找个优良品种借精生个小孩就霸了
可一个人孤单单又太可怜了啦
×好纳闷


无厘头的我竟然想出一个租借男友的的念头
想说大家就互相解解孤单愁吧
但是一见钟情日久生情的我应该到最后会伤害到对方
想想应该是行不通
所以说我如果在宅下去很有可能会孤独终老
×太可怕了!×××××


一个人真的好难过
所以下了决心×哦嘢×生活一定要改变
什么都不管了啦
自己开心就对得起列祖列宗了啦
×我要开心!!


夜了,该睡了
晚安
贝贝


×我想要改变自己改变世界~王力宏

Thursday, July 18, 2013

Looking back, Moving Forward

#hashtagcrazy #noedit #slimmerface

Met with a special friend last night for dinner.
It took me a lot of courage to meet him once again after two years.
Because he is the ex boyfriend.

It felt so different compared to whom I've been with two years ago.
I barely recognized him as we proceeded during the three-hour dinner.
And that makes me feel so bad, so bad.
If I hadn't done what I did two years ago, his life would be different, mine too.

#hastagcrazy #miniontoy #mcd #peoplegoingcrazy #nolongerhappymeal

We were a happy couple back then, both of us showered happiness to each other.
But due to some reason, we couldn't make it through, rather I couldn't make it through.
And now we are two 'strangers' who shared a good memory.

Personally, I don't fancy how he has changed. I was surprised finding out.
(He probably felt exactly the same for me, but that's not my point)
I felt bad for optimism.
His change wasn't anything bad, but to me (not saying that I am high class >.< ), they were least to what I'd expected.

Mr.D told me that I have chance going back to him since he is single and now I am meeting him again.
I was afraid that I will fall for him because I am the love-at-first-sight girl.
If he impresses me badly during the dinner, I would really tackle him. ( I am confident of hitting the jackpot!)

It didn't take me long to realized what was given up is not worth looking back.

#hashtagcrazy #chocolatechipsbananamuffin #shreddedchoctopping 

Baking, baking, I love baking. Looking forward to every chance to bake.
Turning back is just to ensure every step made was better and wiser,

#hashtagcrazy #goodbookmaybe #prizewinningbook

Life goes on after each fall.


Auf Wiedersehen
BeL