Lonely Night

I have actually wrote a real long post few days back, whining about something that has troubled me for about 2 weeks.
Then it was so long, just like an essay, so I kept them in draft.

I've started to change my daily routine.
Facebook and Youtube (my newly addict) didn't need me at night.
I started some light workout at home and my heart work.
I like workouts, it keeps my mind clear but it's sometime hard to keep it up.
I wish I can manage to keep it up and seriously lose some weight.
I like being on my heart work, because I makes me happy.

Anyway, tonight, just like the other nights, a lonely lonely night.
My heart and mind is thinking of someone.
The one who I have not been in touch for long(my ruler).
I hope that one person can appear in front of me and give me a bear hug.
Being single is really tough for me.
I want to be in love, be taken cared, it's hard.
My personality and my situation now.

It sounds so wrong for being a desperate lady wanting to be loved.
"You can't be love when you don't love yourself"
I love myself, just not my life.
Yea, I know it's still the same.
I am learning to love my life already.
Learning to show gratitude, enjoy my work and love myself.
In this case, I can only say I became a slow learner.
I need more motivation to push me to the front.
I need to believe I can do it.
:)

Time for some exercise and then some rest!
Tomorrow will be a better day!
Cheers~

Bel
Aal Izz Well

Friendship

How are You?

It's been so long since we've talked, laughed and hugged.
You are so far away, yet so close to my heart. :)

Did you know that 2012 is the 9th year for our friendship?
It's so amazing to have someone like you in my life.
I really appreciate everything we had in the past and look forward to creating more in future.

I'll be seeing you so soon and I am so excited.
:) *hugs*