Last semester we ended with steamboat at Wan Jie's house. This semester, we again ended up with steamboat too, also to celebrate Wan Jie's birthday and Andrew's. But this time was more special. :)
Within 24hours:
We had steamboat + bbq for dinner at a restaurant near tesco. Some i-said-so thing eventually happened, which was an self-invited guest practically turn up hoping to ruin the party, or at least someone's mood. Haha. Later, me and Moon went Shu Fen's house for gaming. Left around 2am. Went home to pack my stuff, bath then go to bed. Just when I was almost finished with packing, Moon sms-ed me ask whether wanna have beer. Thought she was emo-ing so agreed and went to her house.
Beer wasn't there yet. She had someone to deliver. :p Wen Jye was the delivery boy. Haha. And along with hin was Kean Tat. He said he found Kean Tat wondering around on the way back, so 'picked' him back for Moon who was "thirsty". Lolx. We had beer by the road side. Were wondering whether to call mr.beh, then thought he wasn't in the best mood so didn't. But later around 4am, saw beh beh came out to fetch water. Joined us but no beer for the late comer. opps. As were chatting chatting chatting, (forgotten what we were talking about already) Kean Tat suggested to go Ipoh breakfast --DimSum.
20minutes later, we all hopped into the car, headed Ipoh, Fu San for breakfast. It was drizzling in Kampar when we left but not in Ipoh. Before going to Kean Tat's house for the car changing and cashing, paid a visit around Moon's house for no reason. Waited in front of Kean Tat's house for 15minutes waiting for his mom to wake up. His mom was cute when both of them were on the phone. (Someone didn't bring house key, had to phone to open the door. Lolx.) Car changed and cashed, headed "yum zhou cha" (drink early tea). There wasn't many people when we reached, but the crowd grew as we were eating. Left Fu San around 8am i guess. One thing weird was, their "char siu pao" is not the typical DimSum type. It's bigger in size and you order how many you want. They are not the "3 in 1 basket".
When reached home, managed to take a short nap before heading back to KL. So that was pretty much how we ended our semester 2. Can't wait to get backk to Kampar in 3 weeks time. =)
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
Sunday, September 6, 2009
Tired With Lies
Things have been so different these days. Many things changed. Thought was glad with all these changes, but untill a while before writing this post, just realised how stupid it was to have all these so called "good changes" thoughts. Happy that all the new explored information was found after a conversation with a friend. The conversation changed the way that things should be view. And another really special friend that should be thanked too. This friend spared his ears for the most needed one (although he started to feel annoyed supposed, sorry and thanks).
So, these all started when an urge inside decided to do something that is practically against the law. It's a bit similar to reading someone else's dairy. Know it's wrong doing it, but couldn't resist the ID not to do it. Knowing that it's will also cause tears, yet still continued. Sometimes human being is just so overtaken by the "ID". And so the reading continues but the guilt is haunting. Somehow it was weird because there were lots of words and it was impossible to go through all. However the "essense" of almost everything (if nothing was missed out) "popped up" as mouse rolled down. Did the God want the truth to be revealed? To tell stop being a stupid. Or maybe not.
Anyhow, glad with the new explored. Realised there were lots of lies lied beneath. The heart is pain, it's bleeding, it's broken into pieces, but it's not as pain. The only explaination that can be given is "How much more stupid and naive can one still go?". It hurts but not as pain, maybe it was already broken into pieces and it wont feel too much even if it's being stabbed a few more times. If the whole thing is meant to be this way, then just let it be. If being confronted makes no changes then accepting it will be the only way. The heart is numb now. It is tired with the lies and fed up with it. When lies kept on coming, doing anything more serve no good.
Bet it is really true that what we get at the end is not as important as what we've been through. The process of putting things together is the essense and the essential part of everything. So we should learn from the process, not just the result we get. We stand up from where we fall with no fear and aiming for a better one. That's what and how life should be.
Decision has been made long time ago, but there wasn't enough courage to spill it out. Waiting for the bottom line to be touched and the fire will be lighted. There goes the end of the story. No more lies and distrust.
So, these all started when an urge inside decided to do something that is practically against the law. It's a bit similar to reading someone else's dairy. Know it's wrong doing it, but couldn't resist the ID not to do it. Knowing that it's will also cause tears, yet still continued. Sometimes human being is just so overtaken by the "ID". And so the reading continues but the guilt is haunting. Somehow it was weird because there were lots of words and it was impossible to go through all. However the "essense" of almost everything (if nothing was missed out) "popped up" as mouse rolled down. Did the God want the truth to be revealed? To tell stop being a stupid. Or maybe not.
Anyhow, glad with the new explored. Realised there were lots of lies lied beneath. The heart is pain, it's bleeding, it's broken into pieces, but it's not as pain. The only explaination that can be given is "How much more stupid and naive can one still go?". It hurts but not as pain, maybe it was already broken into pieces and it wont feel too much even if it's being stabbed a few more times. If the whole thing is meant to be this way, then just let it be. If being confronted makes no changes then accepting it will be the only way. The heart is numb now. It is tired with the lies and fed up with it. When lies kept on coming, doing anything more serve no good.
Bet it is really true that what we get at the end is not as important as what we've been through. The process of putting things together is the essense and the essential part of everything. So we should learn from the process, not just the result we get. We stand up from where we fall with no fear and aiming for a better one. That's what and how life should be.
Decision has been made long time ago, but there wasn't enough courage to spill it out. Waiting for the bottom line to be touched and the fire will be lighted. There goes the end of the story. No more lies and distrust.
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