Merry Christmas 2012

So, the sky didn't fall after all!
It's 25/12/2012, we survived through the "doomsday" and it's christmas!!!
Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!!!

Jiang~! 

After 3 failures, finally this one turned out good and made it for Mr Chi's birthday! Pheww~ Marble-top Light CheeseCake. Loveat! It was really good, definitely making it again!

Wish everyone have had a great christmas!

Guten Tag!

Bel

Dear all

If the doomsday is really happening, here are some words for yall.

MSH,
If it wasn't for guoweihui, I wouldn't have known you. It's going to be a decade in 2013, are we celebrating it in Switzerland? :) Memories with you are still fresh in mind, I treasure every bit of it. Phone calls, letters, exams, YWF and so much more. Words are not enough to express everything between us. Thank you for being there for me unconditionally. I will still marry you, I swear!

Sun,
Thank you for being a love to me whenever I needed. You are always kind and sweet. There wouldn't be so much laughter without you. I miss sleeping on your lap, I miss you poking me. I am really happy having you throughout those years. Life isn't easy for everyone, I wish you will be able to find the goal in your life and live a happy life. Thank you for being a friend of mine.

LinLin,
It's good to see you again after so many years. Reminds me how much I've miss who we were in the good old days. I am happy for you with everything you are having now. You've changed so much, as quiet as you are now, I am glad your sense of humor has no faded. Do you still remember during jr2, we cried together in class after making lianghuiyi cried? Thank you for being a friend of mine.

Lam,
I miss the days we sat beside each other, we fight and cared for each others. Thank you for being so forgiving and caring. You are always a big love to me, especially keeping me at your house for that one night. It was all so great with you. Now that you are so far away, I wish you all the best in life. You are will get what you want with all the hard works you've gave in. :) Thank you for being a friend of mine.

BBY,
I am glad I walked up and made friends with you on the first day of uni. I am even glad that you let me walk into your world. For all that we've been through, our relationship grew stronger everyday with all ups and downs between us. I hope you felt the same too. :) You are a strong girl and you will achieve your goals and dreams. And you always have me to back you, I promise. Thank you for being a friend of mine.

Fen,
I miss your cold jokes! It's been really great to have you around. All the crazy and silly moments were great fun. Thank you for not giving up on our friendship and always being so supportive. You are my greatest listener all the while. You always know how to respond to my silliness. I am grateful for having you.

Egg,
All the ups and downs we've been through together. Two silly girls sitting in the room listening to extremely sad songs after being hurt in relationship is not a good thing to do. Cycling at 2am in the midnight with our laptops just to go play computer games at friends house was definitely crazy. You are a friend that I did most of my crazy acts with, as crazy as they can be. I am happy we did it anyway, thank you. You are special, don't worry. All you need to do is believe in yourself and your own ability. Thank you for being a friend of mine.

ZY,
How are you? It's been really long since I've last met you. Do you still laugh as loud? It's always made my day by recalling the times we gossiped, we cried, we laughed, we cooked, we traveled and more. Those days were pretty, very pretty. Things may have changed between us, but I hope our friendship will still remain and grow stronger. I miss you cooking so much, and your how you'll react to my ocd. :)) Thank you for being a friend of mine.

WY,
Meeting you was like on sitting on the roller-coster. Ups and downs, it all had happened so fast. Now all I remember is the happy times we've had together. Your laughter, your lasagna, your ice lemon tea, your jokes, your screaming, your craziness. They were all so great. Thank you, you've taught me so much.

K,
I still remembered what you told me. You've taught me so much, and I still have them all in mind. Despite how things has changed between our friendship, I still admire you, as I've always been. I miss statistic tutorials with you. :) Thankiu.

J,
It's been more than a year. How are you? I hope you are living happily and all the best in your career. Thank you for everything that you've to given me, all the love you've showered me. All the memories are well kept. May the day that I have enough courage to see you again will come soon. Till then take good care and be really happy.

A,
Thank you for making me feel like the most special girl on earth. Thank you for always listening to me whining. Thank you for always bringing me to lunch. I am happy knowing you. May happiness shower you and your family all along.

MM,
You are the only and most expensive (rm3k p/m) pet I've ever gotten, HAHAHA! I am amazed how firm you've held your principle after what has happened. You will be a good man when you have finally meet the right one, I firmly believe. Wish you all the best in the hunt. I miss the days where we text and talk every day and night. I really enjoyed those days. Thankiu.

Last but not least, or maybe it'll be the last thing I will be saying, for people who I have not name here, you are in my heart. Each of you are significant in my life. Thank you everyone that has came into my life now and then. You all have taught me many lessons in life, I would never have been here without all of  you. May happiness shower every one of you and Merry Christmas to to all. I love all of you people. :')

A glimpse of me before it ends

With all love,
Christabel Chi

Immaturity

I've edited my -Friendship- post. Reason? I've been thinking over and over about that it since posted. Have I been really childish for putting things this way? Until last night, awhile before I slept, I had the answer.

I've done so much so much memory recalling lately. Thinking and thinking and thinking and thinking and thinking, sometimes I get so tired of everything and just feel like giving up again. But I know I can't because giving up is wrong, in this case. I cannot give up on myself in growing up only when things are less favorable or due to frustration.

- I love everyone of them -

Life, is never easy. I know what the problems are, but I need time to put down my damn ego. Slow, that damn ego I've placed it so high, but at least it's moving. Things don't happened overnight, it's a 24 years old ego, it'll take time.

I'm am snail that's trying so hard to crawl faster...


Guten tag!

Impermanence 无常

Yesterday morning I was awaken by a call, my aunt, calling to cancel our one-night-complimentary-6stars-hotel-stay because her MIL (mother-in-law) had just passed away earlier in the morning. I was shocked, everyone was. Never has hear my aunt mentioning her MIL was so ill. She passed away 2 hours after being admitted into the hospital complaining heart discomfort. Now, may she rest in peace.

Is it time for us to repent? When was the last time we've really sit down and spend some quality time with our old folks? TV commercials have always been reminding us to care more for our folks before it's too late. Especially during CNY, ads directed by Yasmin Ahmad were really touching. 

We don't know when we will leave, or anyone beside us. Talk is cheap, we always thought there is still a tomorrow. 4 years ago I've lost my beloved grandpa before I could do anything. It was really painful losing him, I would still tear every time I see him. I wished I could do more.

*the world's greatest man of all~*

*you are my hero. I love you and I miss you*

*my love. I will do more for you*

~Do not let regrets live in you.

Bis bald.

12.12.12

It's twelve december twenty twelve today, what a beautiful date that only appears once every hundred years.  Something special should happen today? But it's just another ordinary Wednesday, what else?

~appreciate everyone who treasures you~

I always liked special things, it should be meaningful and memorable. When I was still in a relationship, I've always tried to give surprises to my partner, even by just showing up outta sudden. In psychological point of view, my action projects my desire, which means I would like to be surprised. Yeap, I do like to be surprised, but my lousy partner was really really lousy, he still is. I mean a normal boyfriend would surely like seeing the girlfriend happy, but mine somehow is the other way round. Luckily I am bond-free now! Cheers!!

~there is nothing to lose trying to ask for what you want~ 

*wish is not granted though*

I asked my friend few days back whether there will be something special happening to her on this day, like being proposed. She told me nothing is going to happen. She said she didn't want to have an anniversary with so many other couples. I laughed, because I kinda know that she likes to have things her own special way.

~my special way~

It's a day with a special date, many people wanted their wedding anniversary on this date, but there are so many of them having the same intention, hence making this date no longer that special, isn't that irony? For me, I do want to have such special day with my love one, but when it becomes such a mass event with other people, I rather have an ordinary day specially with my man. :) Anyways, I wish all couples who registered for marriage today happy forever, may love brings joy and happiness to all.

~with all love~

I remembered telling my mom that I hoped I could get married and give birth within this year because I wanted a dragon zodiac baby. My mom told if that's what I want, I better wait for another 12 years. Actually I just wanted to be a 24 y/o mother. So when I am 50, I'll have a 26 y/o son. I want to be a young mother, young mother is prettier. Hehe, silly me.


Guten tag, bis bald.
XYZ

Friendship

Oh my oh my, my drafts are growing again. T_____T
It's time to write something, well, after all it's a new month again! Hallo December!

Well well well, lazy bones I can never get rid of it. :(
So, since I am back in KL again, and for goodness sake working from home (which I don't so much like about it.), means I am at home like 24-7?!!! Not good, sitting in front of the computer, tv or lying on bed, hey the fats are getting really stubborn and growing!!! The concept of self-motivation is good, but well, it requires A LOT of SELF-MOTIVATION!!!

my "kai-nui", "kai-zai", Joey and James

OK, anyway, to make things change I've kept my ego into the box, not waiting something to happen, but making them happen. Long story cut short, I called up for meet ups with friends. Two to be exact, my old friends, secondary school mates. One turned me down, busy, I know I know. The other one, went to meet her for lunch after her exam. Gossip gossip gossip, we were talking about who is with who, who and who broke up, who is doing this doing that and bla bla bla. It was a short meetup, lunch break for only an hour and I'd really enjoyed.

Last Saturday, I went out with my brother and his girlfriend, becoming a lamp bulb, yea a shinny one! I didn't intend to. Initially I planned to walk around Ikea shop for my bake-ware, then Starbucks for an expensive coffee, that's it, I even brought my novel along. Then it turned out that girlfriend needed some help on her shopping list and there was where I switched on my bulb! Haha!

My lovers~

Back to my point. Since graduated, I haven't been seeing many people, only my girls while I was still in Kampar, then well, no one.  Back in KL is even worst because I don't go out at all. Ajak me or anything, I just don't like going out. Nothing to do with anyone except myself I guess. It's actually very tiring going out meeting people, I need to keep myself well informed with my "guardian". I just don't like it. It's kind of a home rule since secondary school. Things changed, rules are more lenient now but I still feel under supervision. And I have a curfew, Cinderella policy. Complicated complicated.

My silly pie~

I was frustrated being turned down and then seeing them hanging out with the others. When I saw photos shared on facebook, another wave hit me. Rationalizing ain't easy, and then I remembered something. I understand this principle from a friend, we might take those people as our best friends, but that doesn't mean it should go the other way round, if it is that's a bonus, otherwise it's really no big deal. Point taken, so I am good with it. :) Plus, sometimes I do turn down some invitations, CONTRA!

*灯灯灯灯～～～*

she is the new member~ Katrine

Auf Wiedersehen!

Happy Birthday

It's your birthday today, did I get to wish you on time?
This is the first time in four years that I couldn't celebrate your birthday with you.
(Yes, although the past 3 years were not happy birthdays but still...)
First time being so far away from you on this day.
How I wish I could be with you and blow the candles with you.

You are officially 2 cycles old now.
I wish you all the best in future, a great career, health, and wealth ahead.

Happy Birthday to you my dear.

With all my love,
Christabel Chi

I am sorry

It's been a hard hard week.
First it was my grandma who had an emergency and was admitted into the hospital. We had to rushed to Ipoh to see what was going on and to see her. But this medical officer told her she was about to... Turned out that she was too weak due to her one week diarrhea and vomiting and almost zero food intake. Can I sue him?

Second, I made someone upset. It was quite a surprise to hear the news. And only because we treat each other as BFF. Thank you for having me as an important one in your life. The only thing I can do is create more memories between us. I am sorry that I can't do anything with the news.
I wish you all the best in work and bear in mind that you have to believe in your own abilities. Be the fittest to survive in this world. Things don't happen overnight, it takes time to build it up and believe yourself that you are capable, you are the fittest.

Lastly, I know I should tell someone also, but I just couldn't make myself to open my mouth, spilling those words out. Can someone tell it for me? So hard. Sorry I couldn't make myself telling you. I am still adapting to it.
You are so tough and strong in and out which sometimes I really couldn't understand such mentality. I tried really hard to getting along, I really did but...
Anyways, you will eventually know. I wish you best of luck and I will always be here for you if you ever need me. You are always there in my heart.

A new life ahead, I see the lights. All the best to myself. Aal izz well.

She is one silly girl

Guten tag!

Changes

Lazy lazy me, I made myself to sit on the couch to finish this post. Something very bad happened to me 4 weeks ago. It's very bad because it really did piss me off and I got so anxious. There was no sign of who did that to me and it happened 3 days in a row. I couldn't stand it anymore and I went back home right away. And almost logged a police report on it.

While working from home things are so hard to manage. Motivation motivation vs home sweet home. Tough tough choice!
Anyways, there has been some changes on my work. Huge huge change. Things have been agreed and will be in effect right away. It's going to be a 6 to 12 months deal and if everything goes well, fingers crossed!, I'll stick with it, if it doesn't I am going to crawl back to the cave and start digging for miracle.

Never know life is so difficult. But I barely know anything to be frank. My life is still at the starting point, up until now, after completing studies, this is where people like me struggle to survive, right?!! But I know I can and will live through it. I believe everything is a life learning lesson.

Until then, I'll keep myself in touch with important people in my bus.

*my recent addiction - almost success cake baking XD

p/s: MSH, you didn't reply me email and me sms. Bad bad you. Update me in all ways ya. And our plan.

Auf Wiedersehen

Over Reacted?

Regarding to last night's event, I kept asking myself if I have over reacted.

I have no idea. I have been thinking about it for the whole day.
Did I try to convince myself that I did the right thing or what?
He really did crossed my line, so much so that I really couldn't tolerate anymore.
I accidentally(really no intention, my fingers were used to the send button after full stop) sent him a harsh text.
What is done can't be reversed, so that is it, my words, my stand.

Today, I left home early to go get back the ring from him.
Later only I realized...... I didn't know the way to his place.
Failed, so failed. There was nothing I can do, I stayed home.
My mind was a mess, I couldn't do anything.

My elephant shouted (ringtone). It was him. (I kinda expected, but it's not what I want)
He said he didn't wear it anymore during his outing with them.
He didn't apologized, only asking me not to get angry anymore.
No idea if this is just him, forgetful and careless with the happening.

If you really know me, you will know what I am feeling right now.
I started to doubt myself, should I just drop this event.
Arghh! I really don't know what can I do now.
This is the last thing I wanted.

Bottom Line

I am pissed. Very pissed and upset.

I am not who I was 5years ago, I am not who I was 1year ago.
You may not realized any difference, but that doesn't mean things remained.

A few week ago, I went to an outing with a friend, a he.
He spotted my ring on my index finger. He like it and wanted to lent for awhile.
I didn't know how to say no because I wanted to keep the background of the ring to myself.
So he took the ring with one condition, not to wear it whenever he is meeting our mutual friends.
But lately, he started to go over the line. He tried to talked me that it doesn't matter even they see it.
I warned and beg him not to do it, but as we are at two different places apart, I couldn't know if he did it or not. However he was honest enough to tell me he didn't bothered to take it off.
Today, he told me he was going for a drink with our mutual friends, and wants to show off the ring. I told him that was enough, and I am pissed. He no longer give a damn, replying me there is no use if I was angry, and whatever it is he is not going to take it off until he gets bored with it.

That's it, I have had enough. All these while I tried to tolerate very much with everyone I get along. I know I am not the best person to get alone with so I tried very hard to not react on everything. This time, he has really crossed my bottom line. If you don't know how to respect me, there is no reason for me to tolerate and respect.

I've had enough. If this is how this friendship will be, then I am more than happy to let it stay in the trash. Tomorrow, I will look for him and get the ring back withot looking back. And that's it.

七夕

Today, is Chinese Valentines Day.
I've written down the story about this day in my previous posting.
http://chris-t-abel.blogspot.com/2011/08/happy-chinese-valentines.html

Last year, I was single on this day.
This year, I am still single on this day.
I've pictured my working life to be very colorful.
Happy-hours, clubbing, once in a blue moon getaway trips and all those stuff.
And getting to meet different people from my work place.
Isn't this the best way to get myself a partner?
But why am I still alone?
*Sob Sob*

It's Valentines day, I hope someone will ask me out for dinner!
I wish everyone is happy out there with their partners and friends!

p/s: msh, are you celebrating 七夕with anyone?

Tschüss!

Random Random

It's so late now and I am blogging.
As USUAL, I am longing to blog but they are all sitting in draft section.

My days have been so dull.
Not trying to complain, just that's the only right word to describe.

I am trying to pick up my foreign language lately.
Partly because I've discovered a super cool website.
Second, I want to be able to speak when I travel to Europe.
I heard Europeans don't really speak English, is it?
Well, all the best to me!

I am making plans on work and I got lost.
Hated decision making, it scares the hell outta me.
I wish I can get out from this dilemma asap.

Next month is my cousin brother's wedding.
I am not going because it's too far away.
And I am too shy to walk into public. *shy*
But I am dying for a weekend away.
I hope my Cameron trip will come true.

I am reading novels again, Love stories.
A friend told me that reading novel requires Imagination.
I think that's the best part of reading a novel.
I then realized, I can't finish a non-fiction even it's a 30pages thin book.
Am I not very philosophical or realistic?
So does that makes me Bel in the wonderland?

Coo-koo, coo-koo, time to sleep!
I hated coo-koo bird because of this Singapore educational broadcast.
But I love this song very much, my childhood song, I can still remember it's lyric.
So outta topic all of a sudden. XD

Auf Wiedersehen!

Me in My Wonderland

Do not let one occasion judge a person.

A bad attitude is like a flat tyre, you ain't going anywhere till you change it.

The reality is cruel, I knew it since... I have no idea when.
How cruel can things be? Have I been lucky all these while or I was in dreamland?
I thought I knew many, (definitely not all!) but turned out that 'many' was just what, like 0.0001% of the world? Okay, maybe lesser than that. This is really cruel!

I really didn't know "Persona" sort of things until my final year in uni.
How pathetic have I been for goodness sake!
It's so complicated, like rocket science. I've only mastered a tiny bit of it till now.

I met a girl on work, who looks capable and sweet lately.
We had a somewhat good conversation on our first meeting together.
The second time, she impressed me when she spoke on the formal occasion.
I'd really like her.
I wrote her a thank you note on behalf of my company but no words came back.
Due to work, I wrote her a mail, but no words back too.
I didn't approach her for fun. Even though she is no longer in charge,shouldn't she acknowledge?

I don't want to comment, but it kept me wondering what's in her mind.
FYI, she is a marketing student. Did text book not teach her the importance of networking?
Or did she just looked down on my company because it is not a multi-million business?
Is she in the group who looked down Mr. Gates when he introduced Microsoft?

I am having a comfortable work since graduated.
I have not meet with "big-wind-big-wave" (failure) in yet.
Would it be a good idea to walk into to the cruel and mean corporate world to gain some life experience?
It doesn't sounds like any good idea, but it may be a good way for me to grow up and learn about life.
This is a part where I am struggling.
I wish there is someone that can really be trusted who could enlighten me.

With my little cousin~

~Best friends~

Smile~

I really miss you baby.

Till then.

I believe

Sometimes I wonder, why has my life been so "unfavorable".
It's because I believed that its unfavorable.

But come to think of it, my life isn't really that miserable after all.
In fact, it pretty decent and joyful.

I have a family that loves me unconditionally.
My granny, mum and dad, sisters and brother.
No matter what happens, they are my safety zone, the warmest and lovable space to breath.

I like having friends, but too bad I don't have much.
But sometimes, having one or two who will be with you is more than enough.
I am lucky to say I have 3 of them.
I might not be their best ones, but I know I can always go to them, and that's enough for me.

My work is not the best ever on earth.
Many complications, many uncertainties.
However, it's a path I've chosen and I must do the best out of it.

I started to believe in myself that I am the one who controls what comes to me, what goes away.
Things seemed unfavorable because I kept the bad ones in mind.
Good and happy moments were enjoyed and kept aside, sometimes forgotten, and waiting for new ones to come.
Isn't this selfish?
I should share more of my joyful moments with people and solve the bad ones.
Believing in self is actually something very hard, but once achieved, it's really beautiful. :)

Rainbow always light up ones mood unconditionally~

~The tragedy of life is not death but what we let die inside of us while we live -- Norman Cousins


Aal Izz Well

My NightMare

If given a chance to go back to the past, where would you go?

I've always wanted to restart from secondary school.

But now I don't. Because one year ago, I did something that was very bad.

Every time reminded with this past, my heart's filled with regrets and sorrow.

Where was my rational? Why did I take that step? Can I change it?

I was only glad that I'd stop it before it became worst.

But there are things that couldn't stop no matter how.

I've tried my very best to avoid, to recover, to learn, and to change.

But just when you thought the scar is fading, then a mosquito came and suck your blood right on top of it and it's swollen again.

It's all coming back to me, it's my sin.

I've not been sleeping well every time it shows up.

I had bad dreams, my back aches, my neck sores.

It gave me anxiety, because i don't know what will happen next.

I can only assume, predict and prevent.

It felt like being haunted.

What do you want? Please stop it.

I've learnt a very expensive lesson in life.

My decision making ability is weakened.

My fear has grown.

But I will fight with it!

Hope I can catch some good sleep tonight.

Aal Izz Well.

Lonely Night

I have actually wrote a real long post few days back, whining about something that has troubled me for about 2 weeks.
Then it was so long, just like an essay, so I kept them in draft.

I've started to change my daily routine.
Facebook and Youtube (my newly addict) didn't need me at night.
I started some light workout at home and my heart work.
I like workouts, it keeps my mind clear but it's sometime hard to keep it up.
I wish I can manage to keep it up and seriously lose some weight.
I like being on my heart work, because I makes me happy.

Anyway, tonight, just like the other nights, a lonely lonely night.
My heart and mind is thinking of someone.
The one who I have not been in touch for long(my ruler).
I hope that one person can appear in front of me and give me a bear hug.
Being single is really tough for me.
I want to be in love, be taken cared, it's hard.
My personality and my situation now.

It sounds so wrong for being a desperate lady wanting to be loved.
"You can't be love when you don't love yourself"
I love myself, just not my life.
Yea, I know it's still the same.
I am learning to love my life already.
Learning to show gratitude, enjoy my work and love myself.
In this case, I can only say I became a slow learner.
I need more motivation to push me to the front.
I need to believe I can do it.
:)

Time for some exercise and then some rest!
Tomorrow will be a better day!
Cheers~

Bel
Aal Izz Well

Friendship

How are You?

It's been so long since we've talked, laughed and hugged.
You are so far away, yet so close to my heart. :)

Did you know that 2012 is the 9th year for our friendship?
It's so amazing to have someone like you in my life.
I really appreciate everything we had in the past and look forward to creating more in future.

I'll be seeing you so soon and I am so excited.
:) *hugs*

耻辱, 谢谢。

-When we are to criticize, do look at ourselves first-
-When we are to joke, do examine the surrounding and people-
-When we are to speak, do think trice-

This is something pointing to myself.
Something that I need to learn so badly.
This is the click to my well being and personality.

Thank you to that incident, Thank you to the reality feedback, and Thank you to the public humiliation.
"PUBLIC HUMILIATION".
Did I or did I not do it, to be honest, memory was ZERO, but since I was claimed to be the 'murderer', I'll take this as a lesson.
It seems like the other side wants to catch some attention and so to say "give-me-a-lesson".
Thank you for your "graduation present".

I don't want to plague innocent or what, but I would only like to clarify a few things.
First of all, I am very much sure that the claim was overly exaggerated because I wouldn't have done so much details as mentioned. Secondly, I would never embarrassed someone, in public, with such claim, so I am guessing that should be a joke, where obviously many people would take it too personally. So if I have done it, it's really my fault. I am willing to take the blame and apologize.

For the lesson (message) I received.
To be frank, there is no treat-all-people-in-a-same-manner, at least in my dictionary.
And I believe this is so much true in reality, because there are people who deserve more respects than others, so many of them. Did you treat me like how you treat others (regardless of this incident)?
I was claimed to looked down and 'shoot' that party for many times and the other party has tolerated all along the way until this incident. I don't want to explain on this claim. But did you know, I have also been tolerating with some of your words and behaviors all these while?

I know I am not a very nice person to get along with.
Maybe I need to learn harder on my masking skills.
Or I should just be who I was born to be?
Anyways, this is something for me to learn.
And an encouragement for me to work harder.

Till Then.

Graduation

Hello blog! It's another month again!

This is a special month because I've officially G.R.A.D.U.A.T.E.D!
Nothing much celebrate though.
But it's a lot of fun going through the ceremony.
And most happy moment was having to gathered with course-mates again.

Attending own graduation really doesn't seemed to take that long of time compared to others.
This graduation recalls a lot memories.
Time really flies and there goes our 3 years of university life.

I remembered a conversation with someone about my graduation, and felt a little heart pain for not being able to make it happened.
I was a little disappointed with what I've already expected because there is always a tiny hope.
I was also upset to what has happened between me and a friend.
I know myself well, and for everything that has happened all along the way,
no matter how bitter, sorrow or heart pained they have been,
just keep them as lessons of life and remember the happy ones.

Will let the pictures tell the rest of ita story now!
* credits of photos belong to friends*

And there goes my graduation, it's time to work hard on business!

Cheers! 

A long one again.

It's been another month since the last one, again. Aha!
I've been longing to post some updates but those lazy bones are so hardworking!

Greetings for CNY first of all!
Here comes our brand new year loaded with excitements and hopes.
And hope everything goes well for my family, me and duck duck.
Also wishes the best health, wealth and happiness to my everyone.
(I guess it's not too late to wish although day15 ended long ago. ^^)

New Year New Year~ Glorious Food!

Modern CNY gathering

SPLENDID~! SPLENDID~!

How could you not have it!!!

My work has started and so far so good I supposed.
Due to the super-flex working style for the time being, I have yet to pick up everything about work.
Luckily I still manage to hand up my assignments on time.
Thank you to 'stressssss!'. I love you so much!
My people are starting to settle down with their new jobs.
Am really happy and proud of them. You guys rock!

Want everyone to be Happy~

I am very very very happy on one thing, well two actually.
Well, I thought I have no friends that would travel or work on dreams with me all these while.
(These thoughts exist due to certain reasons. Opps~)
But things changed!
I was so happy when I heard that they also would like to work on own business.
It was a total surprise, because all these while, they are people who play safe.
We had quite some talk and discussions about it but turned out that it couldn't work.
So we postponed and gain some working experiences first.
Still I know I have partners!!! My "si ham" partners!!

Number TWO is we are going to travel overseas.
The plan is on and finally!
So excited. Hopefully we can realized our "family-trip"!
I love you people!!
I think it's also time to work on my own family trip too~
Hrmm, where to go~?

Oh ya, my Convocation!
Procedures all done! Except paying and collection of attire.
I am still working on the pressies and my gratitude message.
It will be in one month time.
Means fatty me have to go on diet now~! Aha!
*MSH, where are you? I am so hoping to see you~!

I miss you people~!!

There goes our 3 years of degree~

Loving Life,

Bell.