Adapting

I am getting used to my New Life.

I want to live on my own

Learn to Love myself before loving You.

I don't know who You will be

because You live in Future.

Now I need to learn to live my life

be Gratitude to what I have

and Love people around me.

*ordinary miracle*

*life is like a gift they say, wrapped up for you everyday*

Kept reminding myself

to appreciate Life

Learn and Love Life.

=))

Aal Izz Well.

Motivation

Been through many happenings lately.

Happy and Sad.

So much of it that I can barely breath.

But I had something to hold on.

Because I still believe.

*I'll be strong again =))*

I'll have to live on my own now.

It's like cooking a dish of my own choice.

Not adding anything of other's choice but my own.

I am Learning.

Looking at the bright side,

I still have my Family

who supported me unconditionally.

I still have my Friends

who listened to me when I needed them.

I still have a Future

where I will paint it with my Family and Friends.

I'll let go of Fear

because it held me back from moving on

because  it held me back from being who I am

because it does me no good.

To all my Family and Friends out there

Thank you for showing your support when I needed You.

You are my Motivation to live better.

Thank You.

With all Love,

Aal Izz Well

Overwhelmed

A very very long and honest talk

with a friend who paid a surprised visit after she graduated.

The last time seeing her was on her graduation ceremony.

。

One topic in common will let you heat another pot of tea.

Somehow it felt so much better talking to someone who is in the same boat.

Empathy takes place easily and makes each felt warm.

It helps but not too much though.

The best medicine is still Time.

。

*They walked me through this adventure, but I left them*

。

A great adventure to Gua Tempurung with course mates.

It wasn't too tiring for me,

but everyone seemed exhausted. =P

The expedition took 3.5hours.

Stairs > Rocks > Water > Sand

Ain't a sand-lover,

but did the Best completing it.

。

Credits doesn't belong to me

but my mates.

They shown the power of Teamwork and Friendship.

Special thanks to "Kacang" and "Rojak"

They held my hands through the journey.

Thank You.

。

Time to get back to work after all the fun.

*photos taken from TY, thanks*

Aal Izz Well.

Habits

There are things that I will still do

Simply because they are habits

No other reasons ( ok, maybe some)

Actions come before thoughts

Sometimes it's amazing to see how human behave.

These automatic functioning just take place without realizing.

There is a psychological term for this, but it hasn't come across my mind, yet. :P

Habits will change

Pain will go

Nothing to fear

It's just the matter of time

We learn from every happening event

They are called lessons

And they are stored in Memory

With Love,
Aal Izz Well

We grew up with these

Memories recall

Sweet in hearts

Smiles on faces

We walked together

We ran together

We smiled together

We loved together

We Friends FOREVER~

we're all in this together~

the four heavenly kings~

happy family~

sisters forever~

little things in life~

Aal Izz Well

Regret

On the girl's birthday, the only thing the boyfriend did was wishing her 'happy birthday'.
That was all, 3 birthdays.

Deep in the girl's heart, she was so desperate to have her boyfriend to celebrate her birthday for her, at least once.
But
This wish will forever be a regret.

Trust

After one day of calming down and numb my mind with other things, I managed to calm the heart down.
This morning when I woke up, my first thought was that issue.
But I told myself to have faith with it.
I trusted.

...

After calming down and re-read the post,
have I been too sensitive?
or
I hit the bull's eye?

I really don't know.
I just hope there would be an answer for me.