Heavy Hearted

Guten Tag!

It was such a heavy morning.

Said goodbye to my beloveds.

Heart felt so heavy when we were waiting for the bus to arrive.

Saying goodbye became so hard for the first time.

Felt so much like crying when I see them leaving.

They are just going back home for the weekend but somehow it felt so different.

As though we are leaving this place and don't know when are we meeting again.

I don't like this kinda feeling.

I'll be alright after a lil while, everyone will be.

Because we are constantly adapting to the changes of environment and surroundings.

That's why we have to appreciate what we have at the present.

I am missing everyone!!

Feel My HeartBeat.

Aal Izz Well.

Confession

I am a lil confused with what's happening around me.
Sometimes I think I am too sensitive.
And I'll either stay silence or I just don't give a damn.
But what is it to me is not what it is to others.
Well, I just hope things get better sooner or later.

A Friend,
Hope you will be fine and find the balance in everything.
If I so happened to upset you,
I am really sorry.

Someone,
If you so happened to read this, yes, I am writing for you.
Sorry for what happened. It's been almost 2months.
Hope you are doing well. Do take care.

You,
How are you?
You really scare me the other night.
I hope you are doing really fine and happy with life and work.
I miss you THAT much, you know it well.
Talk to me more or let me talk more to you yea. =)

D,
You know what I want.
But there are so much complications.
BTW, looking forward to see her.
=)

Feel My HeartBeat.
Aal Izz Well.

Light Bulb Moment #2

When we are having a very tired physical,
Do Not Try To Solve Any Problem.

Very tired physical is to say after a big round of work or entertainment.
Not the after-work-out/exercise type of exhaustion.
It's the kind where you have used up all your brain juice or emotion.
*I find exercising refreshes mind and body. =)

Why?
I'd realized when I came down with such condition,
I'll become very emotionally unstable.
My mind became Even more irrational than it used to be during normal times.
Sometimes these irrationality made me cry.

I am not sure if it applies to everyone,
but logically I think it does.

So when you are exhausted, rest your mind and body before you continue your work.
Hit the gym, meditate or take a nap would really help.


Feel my HeartBeat.
Aal Izz Well.

Small Relief

This semester has finally come to an end.
All assignments have been presented and handed up.
Applied psychology was especially tiring.
It's time to concentrate on finals and FYP.
I hate FYP like hell.
Hope I can cope with it well and graduate smoothly!

I skipped my practice for 3 days.
Simply too tired.
Must continue tomorrow!

Luckily today is public holiday, so I get to have a good rest.
Yet I still have to be driver early in the morning. :')

*Sun will shine again after the rain.

Sleep.
Feel my Exhaustion.
Aal Izz Well.

Tired

Felt exhausted lately.
Is my body dysfunctioning or what?
Today, is especially tired.
Did so much things.
Finally I can sleep earlier tonight.
I know it's still late, but this is the best I can go so far~
Need to improve my lifestyle.

To You,
Thank you for telling me.
And don't tempt me, I can't resist.

Nightzzz.
Feel my HeartBeat.
Aal Izz Well.

Happy Chinese Valentines

Today is Chinese Valentines Day.
Girls have another reason to celebrate with their loves one. =P

This day actually falls on the 7th day of the 7th  lunar month in the Chinese calender. A Chinese ancient love story where the 7th daughter of the Goddess of Heaven, ZhiNu fall in love with an orphaned cowherd, NiuLang. Her mother, Goddess of heaven found out and demanded her to return to heaven. NiuLang was told by his ox to kill it and put on its skin to reach ZhiNu. They finally met but, the Goddess got angry and scratched a wide river in the sky to separate the two lovers forever, forming the Milky way between Altair and Vega. The magpies in the world would take pity on them and fly up to heaven, forming a bridge on this day once a year so the lovers may be together for a single night.

I didn't bother to take note of this day.
Because I am Single. XD
Spent my whole day with my Family.
Bla Bla Bla.
My mind is so blank now. Hehe.
Needa go "gao gao chu", because tomorrow need to wake up earlier than my dad to wash my 'aeroplane'~

NightzZzz peeps~
七夕情人节快乐~
*MSH, I want to celebrate valentines day with you~! ♥ *

Feel my Heartbeat,
Aal Izz Well.

Light Bulb Moment #1

不看，不闻，不理，不想，不不不。

原来也可以是很好的良药。

=))